Think I just needed a kick on my ass to plunge into something deep. The depth was just too much, gave me a lot of time before I hit the bottom. In that time I tried to grab just anything which came into my way, bruised my hands. Got hold of a few people. but they did not realise that I was falling. Life came a full circle in that time, flashbacks from the past showed me how wrong I was.
Everything is justified, I hit you and you hit back, revenge was the word. knowingly or unknowingly you did just the same. It feels bad and hurts like hell if you unconditionally love someone. but all said and done, time is right to move on.
I was getting alienated from a lot of people around me, have put on that bloody game face and tried to act social. tried to be a better friend, better son, better brother, better lover. but all in vain.
I am the same alien to them as they are to me. cant help it, them or myself.
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