A lot like dream (c)

Recently I have been a little good in life. I am not drinking too much. I have started hating food(though back in my mind I regret this). I am losing weight. My debts are almost paid off. My director(of the company I work in) wants me to handle Corporate Sales Division. I am making extra money apart from my regular salary.

You know what: My good times come back to me when I just need it. And why do I need my 'good times' back is another reason to celebrate. But lets keep that out of this equation.

9th wonder

Just a few minutes back my room mate told me that if I sit silently for a few moment without doing any mischief then it will be the world's 9th wonder, 8th being me myself.

He is my roommate and a friend for more than a decade. He knows better, still I wonder what happened to me. I always wanted be that serious guy sitting on the first bench. But as the luck would have had it, I never succeeded. 

If due to some reason I slipped into the silent mode then guys at college and school used to ask, 'what's wrong Abhi?'

duh!

Still I managed to retain all my friends till date. I have never broken off with any of my friend till now.

There are some issues I need to sort out right away:

1. I am not serious towards my work(as told to me by some one not from my office)

2. I am getting fat and ugly.

3. I am wasting my time doing nothing.

4. I am not taking my life seriously.

5. I am smoking too much.

6. I am drinking too much.

7. I am using foul language too much.

PS: All said by the same person.

 

half drunk and half not !

This is the best time when I can analyse the events of my current life without being prejudiced against or in favour of anyone. 

So here I am, jotting down in tecnical terms excerpts from my life in recent times.

I am living a contemporary life with all the ingredients in place. So fucking fulfilling that I have lost the count of the fucking times I have made mistakes in past. But with a vow to not repeat them. The most bizzare moment came when one fine morning I started coughing blood. It fucking freaked me and all the possible causes started ringing. But then it suddenly stopped as it started, hence no need to pay the fucking bill  at some fucking hospital. I am frustrated by the system we live by. I am not saying'living in' - :Point noted: 

And on the top of it I am frust with the fucking job I have. I had some very superior sense of belongingness but then I just snapped out from the dream-life I was sleeping into. The sense is gone and now its just another part of my daily routine. just like you brush your teeth and unload the shit. 

story of a FROG ..

Quoted Text:

"U'll have to kiss a few frogs before u meet ur Prince Charming!!!” 

Story:

Once upon a time there was this little frog that just got into an institution with humans. He tried not being a frog anymore, but he was a stupid little ugly frog so no-one liked him. He was sad at this situation. There he saw a lovely Princess and fell in love for the first time. As he was that frog and the lady being Princess, destiny took its turn and our frog left that institution and went to another one and then another one. The Princess went to a grooming school befitted only to the royalty. Until that time our little frog learnt how to be a human. Being human was a good thing and he was happy. People loved him. But he never forgot that Princess. He nurtured a dream that one day he will be a human in and out and then he will go to Princess and propose her.

Then a time came and all got over all of a sudden.. 

happies ending !

PS:

This frog is sorry to be a frog !

beer and brain :)

Well you see, it's like this . . .

       A herd of buffalo can only move as fast as the slowest buffalo. And when the herd is hunted, it is the slowest and weakest ones at the back that are killed first. This natural selection is good for the herd as a whole, because the general speed and health of the whole group keeps improving by the regular killing of the weakest members. In much the same way, the human brain can only operate as fast as the slowest brain cells. Now, as we know, excessive intake of alcohol kills brain cells. But naturally, it attacks the slowest and weakest brain cells first.    In this way, regular consumption of beer eliminates the weaker brain cells, making the brain a faster and more efficient machine. And that, is why you always feel smarter after a few beer.

Best Break-Up line I ever heard.

Quoted text:

"first reason is i think u aren't serious about this whole issue

second is i have lost the trust that i took pains to build

third is i don't think u can change

fourth is i want both of us to be happy"

PS: ??

new year resolution !

Its tough to find a new year resolution for the sake of it. Coz i know in the first place that I am not going to be honest with it. For a guy like me who just dont gives a fuck to anything can't be that resolution guy. 

Still against my own wishes and for the wishes of others I have made a list of things to do in 2009:

1. Complete atleast the General Studies for UPSC

2. Get lighter by five kilos.

3. You cant quit smoking so reduce on it.

4. Take this Guitar thing seriously.

5. Get a life. (visit places which appeal to you like Gokarna, Hampi - both for baba - jai ho ) 

new year that was 2008

I woke up on 1st January, 2008 with a few things on my mind. A 'Bucket List' of sort. That was my last semester at NIFT and I was not sure of anything in my life then. My placements were coming up. My Grad Pro (Graduation Project) was in mess. My personal life fucked up as ever. Still there was this hope that I will end this year with some happiness around me. 

Mid-January:

Been to Mumbai (Navy Nagar once again after a long time)

Walked out of placements

Got a job.

Got my Grad Pro fixed.

Came to Bangalore.

Spent a lot of money.

February:

Joined my new company.

Started the great project. :P

Spent a lot of money.

Got a place to live in. 

March:

Went home for Holi.

Went to Hyderabad for Mid-Sems

Got screwed up for Project @ College

April:

I dont remember a shit about this month.

May:

Went back to Hyderabad for End-Term Jury.

Passed out with Absolute Grades (10 out of 10)

Got Most Innovative Grad pro Award (First time ever I got any recognition in my acedemics)

Went home.

June: 

Started my full time job.

Broke up with girls.

Patched up with one.

July: 

Got frustrated by this job-life.

August:

Switched to a tiny (rather miniscule company)

Was happy again.

September:

Life was good.

Spent a lot of money.

October:

Got a new Condo in Bangalore 

Reached New Delhi for Convocation.

Spent a lot of money.

November: 

It passed out quickly.

Spent a lot of money.

December: 

Dad and Mom paid a visit for the first time in my life.

Spent a lot of money.

..........................contd.........................